TYING UP LOOSE ENDS: ENDING 2012 WITH A BANG!

Today is already December 31, 2012. I recall the first post I wrote here was exactly like this, I talked about the upcoming new year, and surprisingly, I am going to talk about it again.
It's funny to look back and see myself on the same house, same chair, same laptop and I sure hope not, same clothes as I was this exact time last year. It's funny to look back and think that my thought were as the same as what i've been thinking last year. 

Makes you wonder, does celebrating the New Year really necessary? Think about this, why should we even bother celebrating something that is really just an ordinary day? I mean, it's just a change of number in the calendar. I don't get why people use New Year as an excuse to redeem themselves and use it as a way to clean their slate. hmmm... 

Don't get me wrong, I love New Year's day. The noise of outside, the abundant foods, not to mention the drink til you can't stand anymore or drink til the sun's up shiznit we go through every New Year's day. I love celebrating it, I just don't get why but more or less, it's there and is supposed to be revered and celebrated.

Looking back, 2012 was really a roller-coaster ride for me. I mean literally, my life turned upside down this year. Let's see, I've been completely shattered, been the person I don't know existed, been someone who lost track of what really is essential, but just to be fair, my life this year was not all miserable, I just said this to emphasize that life isn't all dandy and sweet. 2012 was not all bad, it was actually a fun and happy year. I can truly say that 2012 really was a year for me to learn new and great things.

This post was entitled tying up loose ends for a reason because that's exactly what I want for this year. For me to be able to live peacefully and transform into a much better person. Tying up loose ends. Making up your mind to what is really of importance. To be able to speak up for what you truly deserve and claim what is truly yours. The time of hoping for the best should finally come to rest, this year it's all about action, about fighting for what you believe and what you deserve. Speaking and standing up for what you truly deserve is the single way to propel you to your desired position. So this year, I want to be in the position where I would be able to be proud of myself, for me to be able to be the person whom I can say that that is the person I want to be, and will be.

This year grants drastic changes to me not only on the sense of change per se but maturity in terms of profession and as a person as well. This year grants me growth and experience beyond all my years as a person. This year offers great expectations, and to be able to make those expectations real is to put them into action. 

Be ready 2013. Whatever you have in store for me, I'm ready to face it head on!

Goodbye, 2012... Hello 2013!


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